I am happy to see a few people following the blog. Well, I guess I can't really say "happy", as that means there are people out there looking for information, help and support. To those people who have emailed me personally, I hope you are doing well, and coping with your personal demons.

I would like to add another question to the original "Will I Ever Be Good Enough?"....Will I Ever Be Happy? It doesn't seem to matter how much I accomplish in a day, a week or a year, I always feel like I am falling short. The accomplishments just don't seem to make me feel any better for any amount of time. I have a hard time sticking with things that I *think* are going to make me happy. I look to outside sources to offer me praise. I can be proud of myself for my accomplishments, but this only seems to last for so long. At least I have stopped jumping on the "next big thing", as I now know that I will lose interest in a bit and those big things usually cost money.

I will try to keep posting on a more regular basis, but I would love to hear if other people feel the same way as I do....never being able to find the "thing" that releases them from their feelings of inadequacy.